Sunday, May 16, 2010

On This Day of Days

I'm sorry to say, but today is not a good day. :(
Today I feel slightly Depressed, Dejected, Despondent, Destroyed, Disconsolate, Dispirited and just plain Down.
Bummer Aye.

I looked up the many words for Sad/Depressed.
There's:
Bad, Blue, Bummed Out, Crestfallen, Crummy, Down in the Dumps, Down in the Mouth, Downcast, Downhearted, Dragged, Fed up, Glum, Grim, Hurting, Pain, In the Dumps, In the Toilet, Let Down, Low-down, Low-spirited, Lugubrious, Melancholy, Moody, Morose, Pessimistic, Taken Down, Torn Up, Unhappy, Weeping, Woebegone. and more.

who knew a list could be so long for just one word.

The reason for this you ask? well, maybe you didn't, but I still think I'll tell you.

I am Down-Trodden due to the presence of a lovely strong cold, and the lack of reply from some of the people that mean alot to me. I live in a hall and due to my Uni studies, the cost of a toll call, and the people not at Uni having a job, I keep in contact mainly through letters.good old snail mail. lol

I have lived in my hall for 3 months now, and am slightly confused and the lack of a letter from some of my friends. not a lack of letters, but just the lack of 1. first week here is sent out a 'Hello!' letter to all my friends, M, H, and J. M wrote back eventually, which was lovely because she's really busy with the baby. Plus that letter was going to a rural address so didn't expect anything for a while. But for some reason, H and J never wrote back. I did get in contact with H, she said she had gotten them, was planning on writing back soon. that was about a month or 2 ago. No letter from H, :'(

J never replied either. I sent them both another letter (or 2 lol) yet still, nothing.

the only letters I get are from N, love of my life. lol Each letter makes my week, and I love that we can stay close through them. Same with M, letters are less frequent, but that i can understand, Work plus Baby = busy all day. Plus she replies.

so, sickness, plus no letter = sad me.

sad me, plus laptop = Virtual Vomit Post

hope you don't mind.

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